Saturday, April 10, 2010

It was strange, really. A couple months ago, I had thought I couldn’t live without him. Apparently I could.

Yes im deranged, demented and mentally unsound. I talk to my toys everyday and i talk to myself. I have to shit every morning and i have a hay-wired digestive system. I am achluophobic. I hate dark places especially cinemas cos i have mild night blindness. I go mad when i can't see my fingers in the dark. I need someone to guide me down the cinema steps if not i'll trip and fall and break my neck. I'm Coulrophobic. I hate clowns. They are the freakiest things on earth. Wonder who invented them. Must be some mad ass that experimented with makeup until they apply overload of lipstick. I love the light. I turn on my laptop's brightness to the max. I need light to study. I love mornings. I can't sleep at night with lights on. My eyes will explode. When I visit the mart, I look at people who buy stuff and wonder why they buy them. I stare at hot guys. I'm afraid of cashiers. I talk nonsense. I have serious mood swings. I break down every month. I need sleep if not I'll cry. I can't swim. The only pet I have is a turtle and I dont even know its a male or female. I love my family. I have an overload of imagination. I think that im going to die soon. I laugh suddenly. I stalk people online. I hate a lot of stuff esp people which no sense of timings. Doesn't mean im not angry when I dont say anything. I hate people who say sorry when they dont mean it. Im fussy. Im being leeched every single day. One day im going to explode so be warned. When I'm angry its when you have don something really really bad. I fall in love with different people all the time but at the end of the day i'm back to my only square one. I like guys who uses eyeliner. I love gays. I bottle up my feelings. I talk bad about people in my hearts. I believe in the phrase an eye for an eye. You gave me this shit today, I'm going to give you back double someday.
Yes im insane so do you still accept me for who i am?

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