♥

I'm nothing without you.

2010-08-28T13:50:00.002+08:00

My blog is screwed up. So bye blog, gonna close it down.
Shifting back to livejournal, and live in solitude.

I bet if I give all my love then nothings gonna tear us apart

2010-07-09T14:54:00.002+08:00

Geez.
Brazil's out i am so disappointed. Germany's out too.
MUST BE BAD KARMA.
stupid squid

STRESS LEVEL OVERLOAD.
sian ah.

Forever be my world, your the only one.

2010-06-13T15:03:00.002+08:00

Never assume, cos you make an ass out of u and me.
-GossipGirl

yeap, have been reading GG for the whole day
desperately need the next book now haha library anyone?

damn my life is screwed
so much homework so little time
where is the effing balance in life
anticipating brazil's first match with nk coming wednesday and damn the fact that i don't have cable tv cos the subscription is too bloody suckerish and i have no money so the only thing my family and i can do is wait for the news to telecast the results and i'll be celebrating

Brazil go kick some asses!

To-do-list:
whine about the horrendous amount of homework (undone) stacking up my study desk
clean my room ok maybe
go to the beach and check out the hotties
pray that something major happens, that disrupts school from functioning.

k bye hiatus.

Live in the sunshine

2010-05-22T17:08:00.003+08:00

I AM SOOOOO HAPPY TODAY!
DECEMBER IS THE BEST DUO VOCALIST I HAVE SEEN SO FAR.
( i dont wanna compare but they are really really good)

i wonder why they are not famous and i am sad about it.
THEIR VOCALS ARE SOOO GOOD EVERYONE SHOULD KNOW ABOUT THEM!!!!
shucks life is unfair.
only groups/bands get famous and some groups they sing so badly and they can get famous ._.
i wonder whats wrong with people nowadays?

they dont hear the best, they just like what they see not what they hear.

*actually i recently found out about them through top's movie trailer cos they sang their ost LOL
ok whatever everything is linked to top :DDD

PISSED

2010-05-16T17:58:00.002+08:00

OMG I AM SO FUCKING PISSED

YOU KEEP SPOILING MY DAY AND ASK ME RIDICULOUS QUESTIONS
SO ANGRY SO IRRITATED URGH JUST SHUT UP

It could be worse

2010-05-11T16:37:00.002+08:00

I swear on my ___ that I didn't mean to forget that it was less closing stock
not add closing stock
and when I found out about it, its a goner srsly.
and i can see mr teo's disappointed face alr D;

have no idea why i always screw up my mid year poa
i can still recall last year when i totally forgot about the 18 mark question
oh man.

yea it could have been worse.
IT COULD HAVE BEEN WORSE THAT I FORGOT TO DO THE WHOLE PAPER.
whatever, life goes on.
no use crying over a piece of exam.

zip zero nada.
ITS OVER. ok at least my other subjects are ok lol.

I knew I wouldn’t forget you, and so I went and let you blow my mind

2010-05-09T13:36:00.001+08:00

HAPPY MOTHER'S DAY!
love you truckloads. less than 3 ;D

my ff persona of bb is making me see black lol.
yea i should be studying
but i studied geog ytd alr ok shall study phy oh man.

Kiss me. Kiss me as if it were the last time.

2010-05-07T16:42:00.003+08:00

I wanted War in Europe to come out for SEQ. It came out for SBQ.
I wanted graphs to come out for maths. It didn't came out.
I told mum that maths was difficult. She said don't tell me crap.

Maybe I should study.
Yea I SHOULD.

Life suck. Shall not be a human in my next life, shall float around scaring people in my next life.
DID I HEAR CHOI.
Choi Seung Hyun you mean. haha.
yea humour is back ;D

You love, you die, and the wheels on the bus go round and round.

2010-05-03T13:44:00.001+08:00

You can take away all my love
What do I need it for?
You can take away all these words
There's no meaning anymore
You can take away everything
Leave me lying on the floor
All those sorrys
We can't go back to the start
You can't fix me
I'm torn apart

l feel a little pain in my back like someone put a knife there.

2010-05-01T14:12:00.003+08:00

No yeah no?
Hey dudes im bored, i know i should be studying. But. yeah.
I found out that i'm lactose intolerance meaning i can't drink milk products in the morning with an empty stomach if not i'll have die-rear,
thank god im not a cow hahahahah get it?

i hate that dream, still gives me the shivers ):

I hate how we don't talk for days and then all of the sudden you start talking to me again. And it is as if nothing happen. And I slowly start falling for you all over again.

HAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHA

2010-04-25T21:39:00.001+08:00

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Keep moving on

2010-04-24T14:20:00.001+08:00

Happy birthday julian !

someday when i'm rich .___.
oh god the sun

♥

2010-04-23T17:03:00.002+08:00

ITS FRIDAY!!!!!!!
WHICH MEANS. fill in the blanks ________.

The same love that makes me laugh makes me cry.

2010-04-19T18:32:00.003+08:00

Gosh i should be studying instead.
NOOO the temptation of computers bwahaha
btw anyone wanna watch shutter island
it looks mega ultra awesomely cool mainly cos theres leonardo di caprio ;p

p.s if the ash at iceland and europe doesnt go off by october, how are thet gonna send our o level papers over? bwahaha
p.p.s trying to make my life seems less stress
p.p.p.s doesnt seem like its working lol

HOW HOW HOW

2010-04-18T16:33:00.001+08:00

no time no time no time i hate cluster papers im in a major pms how how how so hungry i am so pissed i really wanna rant and theres school tmr how i wish it got cancelled suddenly ahhhh ):

2010

2010-04-18T14:58:00.002+08:00

hi we're dying.
sooo many things happen this year and its only april

p.s asshole dont treat me as your toy of entertainment and bloody throw me one side when you are done with playing

It was strange, really. A couple months ago, I had thought I couldn’t live without him. Apparently I could.

2010-04-10T13:10:00.004+08:00

Yes im deranged, demented and mentally unsound. I talk to my toys everyday and i talk to myself. I have to shit every morning and i have a hay-wired digestive system. I am achluophobic. I hate dark places especially cinemas cos i have mild night blindness. I go mad when i can't see my fingers in the dark. I need someone to guide me down the cinema steps if not i'll trip and fall and break my neck. I'm Coulrophobic. I hate clowns. They are the freakiest things on earth. Wonder who invented them. Must be some mad ass that experimented with makeup until they apply overload of lipstick. I love the light. I turn on my laptop's brightness to the max. I need light to study. I love mornings. I can't sleep at night with lights on. My eyes will explode. When I visit the mart, I look at people who buy stuff and wonder why they buy them. I stare at hot guys. I'm afraid of cashiers. I talk nonsense. I have serious mood swings. I break down every month. I need sleep if not I'll cry. I can't swim. The only pet I have is a turtle and I dont even know its a male or female. I love my family. I have an overload of imagination. I think that im going to die soon. I laugh suddenly. I stalk people online. I hate a lot of stuff esp people which no sense of timings. Doesn't mean im not angry when I dont say anything. I hate people who say sorry when they dont mean it. Im fussy. Im being leeched every single day. One day im going to explode so be warned. When I'm angry its when you have don something really really bad. I fall in love with different people all the time but at the end of the day i'm back to my only square one. I like guys who uses eyeliner. I love gays. I bottle up my feelings. I talk bad about people in my hearts. I believe in the phrase an eye for an eye. You gave me this shit today, I'm going to give you back double someday.
Yes im insane so do you still accept me for who i am?

Let us live in a world full of light.

2010-04-04T12:21:00.002+08:00

Will you?

I gave you my umbrella, but the wrong directions.

2010-04-03T12:50:00.002+08:00

Had the busiest week everrrrrrrr
Dion and Amos should nod their heads in agreement.
Spam WMG trainings + CCAs + ASPs + tution = lack of sleep = dozing off in class

ECP was tiring but pretty enjoyable
my feets died kinda

I WANNA WATCH CSI: MIAMI SO BAD
screw that ass who stole my ip add and watch on megavid

arghhh screw this week and next and this whole year
dont act like you know me better when you aint close to me
BLAST THE BADASSES

F OFF FROM MY LIFE YOU DESPICABLE RETARD

The fate of your heart is your choice and no one else gets a vote.

2010-03-28T16:36:00.001+08:00

MAJOR SAVING PLANS COMING UP.
gosh totally in need of money ):

At this moment, there are 6,470,818,671 people in the world. Some are running scared. Some are coming home. Some tell lies to make it through the day. Others are just now facing the truth. Some are evil men, that war with good. And some are good, struggling with evil. 6 billion people in the world. 6 billion souls. And sometimes, all you need is one.

Peyton Sawyer (One Tree Hill)

MORIJI

2010-03-26T23:01:00.001+08:00

STAY TUNE TO THE ADVENTURES OF MORIJI THE ORANGE LOL

p.s thats how bored i am.

Think back and replay your year; if it doesn’t bring you tears of either joy or sadness, consider it wasted.

2010-03-26T22:17:00.003+08:00

Hectic day today.
was pretty upset with my performance with the water mist gun
i keep cant get the hang of those drills and the sirs have to keep scolding me, piling stress on me
imagine have like 4 pairs of eyes staring at u, shouting at u, correcting ur mistake
yea and speech day is coming soon.
we are suppose to perform like 8 sets of this fancy drills and we only learn like 3 sets
i had this urge during practise, to throw the effing gun down and jus walk away like i dont care srsly.
this suck
and i hav to practise the drills with broom, since we cant bring the wmg home
damn.

rawr at so much homework
i hate life
i hate youuuuuuuuuuuuuuuu

THIS IS A REALLY BORING POST.

2010-03-20T15:07:00.006+08:00

THIS IS A REALLY BORING POST. SO BORING THAT IT MIGHT GET YOU BORED. SO BORED THAT YOU MIGHT JUST GET BORING.
HERES A BORING EXPERIMENT FOR BORED PEOPLE.

YOU CAN ONLY DO IT WHEN:
1. YOU ARE BORED
2. WHEN TREMENDOUS AMOUNT OF HMWK IS CAUSING DISTRESS TO UR POOR SOUL
3. WHEN YOU HAVE NO LIFE

Apparatus needed:
1 cup of milk tea
1 straw
1 lifeless noob

STEP 1: hold your breath and count to 3
STEP 2: blow into the straw into the cup of milk tea
STEP 3: continue blowing
STEP 4: stop until you have no more breath or the cup is full of bubbles or when you determine the experiment doesnt work and im still bored
STEP 5: stare at the bubbles
STEP 6: stare at the bubbles
STEP 7: get ready, armed yourself with straws
STEP 8: pop all bubbles in sight
STEP 9: deduce what you have learn
STEP 10: repeat step 1 to 9 all again

RESULTS:

You have just wasted 2 mins of your life reading this boring post
AFTER WHICH GET UR BUTTS OFF AND GO BACK TO UR HMWK.

If you have no more tears left to weep, then don’t weep. Laugh

2010-03-17T19:12:00.002+08:00

MY TONGUE HURTS LIKE PEANUTBUTTERJELLY BREAD.
so yeah today is the last day of the motivating course
mixed feelings i guess?

somewhat happy cos i dont have to wake up like sch days time and go to sch
somewhat sad cos the coaches are awesome peeps and im gna miss them like crap
my eyebags are popping up ):

A NOTE TO EVERYONE:
ALL THE BEST FOR YOUR O's AND EVERYTHING YOU DO. DONT SAY YOUR STUPID COS EVERYONE IS SMART IN THEIR OWN WAYS
SOME PEOPLE CAN DANCE I CANT. DONT YOU THINK DANCING IS ALSO A SMART THING (:
SO STOP PUTTING YOURSELF DOWN ^^

p/s. i have never watched porn before
p/p/s i wanna sleep so bad ):

Everyone is smart.

2010-03-16T19:03:00.002+08:00

Its been a busy week ):
Camp>motivational workshop and i havent even start my hmwk yet
YOU CALL THIS A MARCH HOLIDAY?!

argh im so hungry now
have been pigging on pig foods ): SO UNHEALTHY
DO YOU GEDDIT ? NO COS THE CHICKEN GOT IT FIRST

i dread dread dread changes ):
im not a tree, why do i have to learn to adapt to drastic changes

Holding dreams

2010-03-11T16:53:00.004+08:00

"I don’t want to live. I want to love first, and live incidentally."
Zelda Fitzgerald

Lollipoppppppppp

2010-03-09T22:16:00.000+08:00

"And I’m lonely Campbell.” Julia adds. “Why do you think I had to learn to act so independent? I also get mad too quickly, and I hog the covers, and my second toe is longer than my big one. My hair has its own zipcode. Plus I get certifiably crazy when I’ve got PMS. You don’t love someone because they’re perfect,” she says. “You love them in spite of the fact that they’re not."

Jodi Picoult, ‘My Sister’s Keeper’.

The palest ink is better than the best memory.

2010-03-08T20:33:00.002+08:00

I WANT MY OLD SEAT BACK )):
idk i said this to how many people alr haha
its not that amos is bad, BUT FEELINGS DO ATTACHED
IF I DONT FEEL ANYTHING THEN IM A BEAST
THANKS ISMAIL HASSAN FOR BEING IRRITATING WITH THE SLAPPING THING ):
thanks for being my partner for god knows how long

why does ms.w wanna change our seats when we have like just less than 8 months left to stay in class
ok maybe i should learn to adapt BUT IM NOT A TREE I HAVE NO ADAPTATIONS
urgh yes i shall try my best
to throw away this insecure feeling

i knew that this couldnt last
good things doesnt last remember, so give up whining girl

hah shall spend time thinking of tactics to remove annoyance from julian and moses :/

Walking is also an ambulation of mind.

2010-03-07T13:57:00.003+08:00

They never fail to make me smile. (:

I love my family, yes I do.
Not gonna let anything falter my thinking, esp SYOB.

P.S: stop treating me as a replacement !!!
P.P.S: urgh its making me sick D:

This time we're not giving up, lets make it last forever.

2010-03-06T18:41:00.002+08:00

stop the emotions from coming back, it totally ruin my mood for the whole damn day.
as quoted by alyson
really hate boys to the max

My march holidays are booked like mad omg hope i can squeeze out one day for class outing ):

13 march- PTD, SHOPATHON (yeah!), camp
14 march- camp
15 march - camp, AD workshop (?)
16 march - AD workshop
17 march- AD workshop
18 march- maths tuition
19 march- geog project
20 march- freeeee
21 march - freeeeee

More to be added:
1. outings with girls
2. studying sessions (reluctant)
3. family dayssss yeah
4. prays hard to god that theres no LEAP during march holy
5. class outing -inserts 100000 smiley faces-

i heard that the AD workshop is gonna end @ 6pm
ok i dont even know if its gonna exist :x

P.S fuck everyone's taking advantage of me
P.S.S ._. what made you think that i would do that

I write sins not tragedies

2010-03-03T22:05:00.001+08:00

Sooooo into alternative rock/emo/pop punk/baroque pop/post hardcore music now
esp paramore, MCR and and panic at the disco
its good to blast such songs at night in you room when you are tired
totally keeps you awake ^^

You just have to keep on breathing because tomorrow the sun will rise and who knows what the tide will bring.

2010-03-01T18:45:00.002+08:00

Monday blues suck so bad, cos it makes me sooooo tired D:
And mozzie bites aint helping.

Not much news of Big Bang these few days.
No news = Good news right
at least I know that they aint going astray
like getting married or something @_@

Seriously.need.a.long.break
like when is march holidays coming~~~
School is driving us nuts, esp those tests piling up
MAYBE CLASS OUTING WILL DO ^^

P.S theres 2.4 tmr and i dread dread dread it D:

An inside joke:
Hey what are you?
I'm a tomato.
Hey your red.
HEY APPLE HEY APPLE HEY APPLE HEY APPLE (:

To love is to receive a glimpse of heaven.

2010-02-26T22:24:00.002+08:00

I think i'm in love.
I COULD STARE AT HIS PICTURE FOR HOURS.

♥

Want to know who? I DONT WANT TELL YOU.

Btw my 4 year old best friend went to heaven today, the one that went with me through thick and thin for many tough periods.
I hope you find yourself a better owner in your next life.
-inserts 100000 sad faces-

P.S this post isnt supposed to be sad and secretive.
P.P.S cant wait for next combined parade ^^ GOH leh!

Dose of frenchmen

2010-02-22T17:01:00.002+08:00

HOW CAN SOMEONE LOOK SO AWESOME AND STUNNING?

TIP 1: LOOK LIKE TOP
TIP 2: LOOK LIKE TOP
TIP 3: LOOK LIKE TOP

I just found out that TOP has single eyelids! && he still looks ab hot.
and he's a scorpio and im a virgo which is a total no-no together but who cares.
HE HAS EYELINER WHO CARES.
JACK SPARROW HAS EYELINER
ADAM LAMBERT HAS EYE LINER BUT THEY LOOK LIKE GODSEND FROM HEAVEN

ok maybe im into gays @_@ not.
-------------------------
Dear Virgo:

A family member could be feeling a little down, Virgo, and you may be tempted to give him or her a pep talk to get them going again. Don't. They won't respond to it, and this could create tension in the home. Your own self-confidence is probably at an all-time low. You tend to be your own worst critic in the best of times, but today you're a bit confused. Try to be fair to everyone around you, especially yourself.

P.S feeling awfully tiredd
P.P.S 4 more tests to go! ^^ theres mock exam on thurs it freaking me out

Sunset glow, lets go west

2010-02-17T15:36:00.002+08:00

Still having CNY mood, can't get used to busy life in school
time passes sooooo fast and bam its back to books again

Hows my CNY?
Its just like the usual, reunion dinner, rowdy cousins, mahjong (no gambling) cuz we are upright citizens
but my pri3 cousin owned me in mahjong ouch
Angpow money is like the same amount every year <: always below $150 SGD
cos extended family are like scattered everywhere , China, HK, Philippines blah blah
ahah but am satisfied with the money cos i dont' believe angpow money is really the whole point of CNY
its actually the wishes, the reunion dinner and the saying byebye to the year of ox and hi IM ONE YEAR OLD IN TRADITION LAH
so traditionally im allowed to watch jennifer's body ^^v

time to buck up already CNY is over so no more relaxing times but full steam to stress ahead!
lets get on board the train kids :>

P.S they love my bag? <33
P.P.S cant wait for chek jawa!!
P.P.P.S today was sooo awkward cos of the paper incident :o

PURRRRR-C JACKSON

2010-02-16T17:14:00.002+08:00

Caught Percy Jackson with xinyu, eve, jac, ju and wes today.
Met alyson @ CS.
Movie was pretty fine, nearly triggered an asthma attck when i dont even have one
Luke is hotttt even though he's a baddie
then hung around at the malls with the girls for awhile and zoom back home

Didnt get my polo tee D: cos the shop was pretty frightening lol

BTW I GOT MY BACKPACK ALR, AND IM FRIGGIN PISSED COS I DINT KNOW THE BACKPACK WILL BE SO SMALL.
TOP CHEATED MY FEELINGS D:
OK WHATEVER I SPEND 120 BUCKS ON IT

P.S ME IS HAPPY TODAY ^^v
P.P.S i need a new wallet asap D:

k bye shall go do hmwk :o

A thousand miles.

2010-02-14T01:04:00.001+08:00

A love-hate relationship perhaps?
Urgh this suck i dont wanna end up hating you guys but.. whatever
i hate hate hate this seriously.

Thats why you go away.

2010-02-13T00:48:00.000+08:00

Baby won't you tell me why there is sadness in your eyes
I don't wanna say goodbye to you
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
But there is something left in my head

You're the one who set it up now you're the one to make it stop
I'm the one who's feeling lost right now
Now you want me to forget every little thing you said
But there is something left in my head

I won't forget the way you're kissing
The feeling's so strong were lasting for so long
But I'm not the girl your heart is missing
That's why you go away I know

You were never satisfied no matter how I tried
Now you wanna say goodbye to me
Love is one big illusion I should try to forget
There is something left in my head

Yes i know

Sitting here all alone in the middle of nowhere
Don't know which way to go
There ain't so much to say now between us
There ain't so much for you
There ain't so much for me anymore

When a man is wrapped up in himself, he makes a pretty small package.

2010-02-12T14:37:00.002+08:00

CHICKEN LONTONG QIANG DONG QIANG.
yeay babes its cny and relatives are coming over for reunion dinner tmr! YES GRILL ! @_@
cny celebrations was awesome cos 4e2 was so high and we keep lol-ing at Mr L's epic moments and the curtain thing . that was sooo hilarious.

recieved v day gifts from huili, dionleechinghui and ngxinyu
thanks guys (:

MY STOMACH IS GROWLING FOR FOOD.
k did i mention that abalone tastes like rubber. and i dont get it why its so ex.

hahahaahaahah idk what to write
so im gonna off and have a different kind of fun.?

kthxbye

p.s WHERES MY BAG!!!!! DID THE PLANE CRASH OR WHAT >:(

BB

2010-02-07T16:16:00.002+08:00

omg bigbang please come singapore for a concert~
i WILL DEFINITELY 100% PLUS STAMP COME ONE :> cos i saw the bigshow concert
and the orchestral version of haru haru was like AWESEOMENESS
so please come im willing to pay $100 or more for the tix lol.

Im falling a fool for you.

2010-02-07T00:39:00.002+08:00

Having a nervous breakdown, some people should know why.
Cos im having a HUGE dilemma over something. and its getting super frustrating.
Mum initiated it, which was so shocking cos i know shes the one thats very serious about this kind of topic.
To me i think this subject is making my heart weigh like a 10 million pounds of steel.
One part of it is that if i really DO IT, i will be dead embarrassed.
maybe my pride is worth more than my life.
i would rather die by saving my pride.

Shucks. i hate this life seriously.

p.s if hearts really weights so much, we would have been crushed to death.
p.s.s. why does everyone thinks im perfect
p.s.s.s. maybe i should just hide inside a hole and never come out

Time has a wonderful way of showing us what really matters.

2010-02-05T21:16:00.002+08:00

HOLY CRAP OF A NOODLES

zannman is about to die of serious exhaustion
next week is like dead and bbq meat for us

monthly is coming cos i CAN FEEL IT THROUGH MY EMOTIONS
i hate falling sick cos i miss out all the lessons in school and i feel like i have 10000 tons of steel on my head
THE WORST PART IS I CANT EVEN SPEAK OR EAT PROLLY
these 2 things are prolly the main goals in my life @_@

HAHA BUT THINK OF THE AFTERMATH OF COMMON TESTS WEEK
ITS CHINESE NEW YEAR! <333
= angbaos = munneh
thats something to be happy about

p.s how fair is that china gets 3 weeks of holidays for cny and we only have 2 days D:
p.s oh no emotions are flooding back and forth like a pendulum ): && ihateit

For they are yet ear-kissing arguments.

2010-02-03T12:03:00.002+08:00

Number 2:
Hi im currently at home nursing my poor soul of sickness and as a matter of fact i missed school !
Ok actually im drowning my poor soul of sickness with medicine that makes me sweat like pigs of a madness.
& i sound like a man trapped in water pipes now :/
Going to school later for cca and hmwks see im a devoted student :D

P.S. i need a timeout
P.S.S medicine are killing me!!!!!
P.S.S.S i get to enjoy CSI Miami ytd w/o worrying for school

THIS IS CALLED LIFE.
OH YES MY $5 PLEASE. AND SIGN ON THE PAPER

We can only learn to love by loving.

2010-01-31T19:10:00.002+08:00

Argh whatever happened to sat/sun nights of enjoying HD movies in chnl5
james bond movies are flooding back like wtf
am not interested in double seven or men having like 10 affairs for that matter
JAMES BOND IS OLD AND WHY DOES EVEN YOUNG WOMAN STILL GOT ATTRACTED
whatever happen to cheerful family movies D:
like how dumb is putting potc3 on sunday night with 2 parts
dude people have to wake up early the next day

its like chnl5 spamming star wars every sat and sun pfff
how disheartening and they say come home to 5

need a break like totallyyyy
fucked up life man my parents are banning me from buying everything
and u call this life

Be true to yourself

2010-01-30T17:46:00.005+08:00

Tell me how do I save $120 in 16 days.
COS I REALLY WANT TOP'S FILA LIMITED EDITION BACK PACK D: like badly.

Like alyson said : officially hate people who has a dick
maybe HE doesnt have a dick
maybe HE have a pussy to go along with it
then i wont hate HIM
argh
mum doesnt allow me to buy the backpack cos she say i have too many bags D:
like whuttttt my bag count dont even reach 5
bet you 100 and 1 % next week is gonna be another killer week
esp with those CA tests flooding after us
if only we had 1000 GB of memory space ~

USD$66
SGD$94

USD$20
SGD$32

omg i really like both bags but unluckily i can only choose one or none D:
cos the price is like one heaven one earth
the genre is like also one heaven one earth T_T

p.s. maybe i need a wallet more than i need a bag
p.s laugh at my fail card holder -.-

They say dreams are the windows of the soul--take a peek and you can see the inner workings, the nuts and bolts.

2010-01-29T22:38:00.003+08:00

This is a screwed up hectic week.
Im glad I didn't screw up the maths test today(:

10 things you need to know about me.

1) My name is pronounced as zen, not zhan.
2) Im a right handy.
3) Im a PURE hokkien.
4) But im not a pure Singaporean. How come?
5) I have a smarty pants for a elder brother.
6) I want to major in geography(;
7) My dream job is to be a dentist.
8) I don't spend $1000 for a handbag.
9) I have a phobia of people running after me.
10) I have irregular heartbeat.

p.s. im licensed to apply AED ! i could totally be a medic
p.s. I hope next week is a better week
p.s. very very extremely tired now, night time boyz and girlz <3

Even the best of friends need time apart.

2010-01-27T19:51:00.002+08:00

Alert: too much drama in school
Alert: need a timeout
Alert: stop imposing your feelings on us
Alert: go kick a bucket

ALERT:
system Zann is shutting down in 10seconds
please save all documents to prevent any memory loss.

Hi. Life is stress.
I hate life.

A hypocrite is a person who--but who isn't?

2010-01-22T19:50:00.001+08:00

CCA muster parade killed me, literally
so tired kthxbye

2010

2010-01-21T19:42:00.001+08:00

i hate 2010 D: its supposed to be our last sec year
shuldnt we have fun ?
but im stressing my balls off wtf
i hate life

HEY HEY HEY (:

2010-01-17T00:15:00.001+08:00

shit i just keep forgetting to put everything
deeply traumatised
ASP starts on monday *shivers* and there phy wth

A side note

2010-01-16T23:54:00.002+08:00

finally i got my books at opentrolley, it will be send to us in 5 to 7 days
order books on net mainly because
1. too lazy to go out and find
2. i cant even find the book go out for what
3. stop your stupid excuses
4. mainly its because theres O's this year and i cant go out D;

btw waraku today was actually planned my my aunts and uncles to celebrate my bro's 3 pointer
and its weird cos their main topic was about the O's
and whenever they mentioned 'result' i'll be like
demoralised D:
nabei its supposed to be casual dining
i cant even finish my set meal
next time i'll just stuff the tempura into my ears

p.s: sorry its my second post but i feel like nagging

To love deeply in one direction makes us more loving in all others.

2010-01-16T23:41:00.002+08:00

Its Saturday, which means tomorrow is Sunday which means the day after is Monday which emans theres school and theres p.e. shit

woke up so darn late today that i missed bfast and went straight to lunch
after that i lol-ed so hard at watching AI auditions season9 in boston and atlanta
after that went to granny house and went to wakaru @ ecp for dinner
after that went home
cousins were being irritating by screaming their heads off in dad's car
like kena raped one
well, they are just kids, still.
i was like that when im young too, but i dont scream like bananas

went to bedok to dabao food for mum
then went home

zann get your butt off the comp and study
but i scared later people steal my countrystory the tree spirit
fuck you lah.

p.s: F.I.R got me hooked up on their new songs again, its been 2 years ley
p.s: i miss him terribly ):

The trouble with facts is that there are so many of them.

2010-01-15T23:27:00.002+08:00

Nightmares sucked badly
had this horrible one of friends dying a few nights ago
was crying so badly in class and ms.w ask me what happen and i didnt answer
then it ended cos i had to wake up for school

loved cca today cos we had a nice weather
AND I RECIEVED MY NDP CERT WOOHOO IT SHINES
and torture the sec ones when they come :/ oops

k am so tired now bye

Never pretend to a love which you do not actually feel, for love is not ours to command.

2010-01-09T21:53:00.003+08:00

credits to m0thyyku for the header pix,
time for a change of header maybe
whatever since nobody reads or tags my blog

am gonna start inviting stress
by studying! CANNOT FAIL PHYSICS AND MATHS.

p.s i want to drink yakult
p.s.s did i mention i hate starwars and their funny lazer swords that blinds people

AWESOMENITE

2010-01-08T22:17:00.002+08:00

hi im back from china for alr one week, sorry for not posting cos this week is crazy.
new teachers, new chapters
and the teachers are now stressing us with those olevels beforehand stress
which means counting down is gonna start soon

on a side note
china was a-w-e-s-o-m-e
place is developed like very cos i havent been there for 7 years :/
plus all my relatives all awesome people
they treat me like princess
btw am uploadint the photos on fb and its taking a trillion years

kthxbye

Never promise more than you can perform

2009-12-13T13:43:00.002+08:00

14dec09-03jan10
will be in china

cya guys on the first day of school (:

p.s merry advance christmas
p.s happy advance 2010 so sad i cant countdown D:
p.s mixpod is failing to work shit

'Tis the most tender part of love, each other to forgive

2009-12-12T22:59:00.002+08:00

Leaving in 1 days time and am having an overflow of menses with cramps hurting like boomz.
Awesome day today, we visited central fire station, had a chance of a lifetime to do stuffs we couldnt have done, like using the water mist gun, hosereel that firefighters use, sitting in fire engines and going up the aeriel ladder~!!!
Sirs there were great fun and not to mention hot hhaha
pictures are on fb, most with mr teo

have nth much to say anyway

p.s am watching sad show now D:

Love is or it ain't. Thin love ain't love at all.

2009-12-10T18:31:00.001+08:00

something posted private on lj instead.
wanted to post this incident on blogger, realised it was too personal, changed mind to post on lj.

I will hang onto this dream as long as it doesnt die, as long as when ive given up hope of searching for him.

Let life extend

2009-12-10T00:09:00.002+08:00

WE ARE DYING.
global warming is killing, take action now!!!! ):

btw, today, i mean yesterday at bugis mrt station,
i saw this little boy, about 3 or 4 years old, with his grandparents
this boy looks playful, but whatever all kids are playful, esp boys right?
well this is what i saw that is so heart wrenching
this little boy had this 'buckle' tied to his body, something you would see often in a toddler's seat buckle, like a seat belt
and along this buckle, there was this long string, and her grandma was holding it
i mean, this sounds to you that he's a really playful kid and needed to be 'controlled'
but conversely, it looks like hes being treated like a dog
with a leash.
what i want to state here is that, even if the boy is playful, they cant do that to control him!
it seems so abusive and inhumane.

ah yes a long post.
rant much?

p.s crazy ppl on fb, being too sensitive and dont know what is think before action, creating something big out of a small controversy topic
now that is what you call
CHILDISH.
p.s.s am so hungry!~ need food straight ):

2009-12-09T18:31:00.002+08:00

Screw bees.
ah am not gonna mention this anymore, read my fb/twitter update.
Hurt my knee and idk if its broken or whatever, but its a hella pain.
Screw weather today, screw everything today, nothing seems to go smoothly today.
Cos knee was hurting like bananabonkers

Btw, got my levi's strauss jeans at bugis today,
bought stuffs that relatives want us to bring over, like 20kg plus
had omelette noodles for lunch yumz
have nothing to say anymore i am so tired
kthxbye

ps is your name spelt as h-y-p-o-c-r-i-t-e, dude, your actions speaks your age, childish
pss hmwk at my house anyone
psss am so hungry now D:

Hope is a waking dream

2009-12-08T13:28:00.007+08:00

YOU LIKE MY FIREFOX PERSONA?
all are so pretty and so hard to choose, fickleminded keep changing them ):
decided to settle with this

BTW, no rant post today, shall live and let live, these people wont end up good anyway (:

p.s doing chores are hardcore man
p.s weird dreams are weird
p.s quick i want go china!!!!! so i wont see these people

edited:/
links are up! tag to be linked(:

They always say time changes things, but you actually have to change them yourself.

2009-12-07T21:50:00.002+08:00

Flipping through good old times,
embarrassing like mad.
Went to alyson's house for homework, failed plan really. Spend whole lot of time webcamming and eating.
btw, cca again on12dec.
shingz holidays much?

said what i meant then i lied and said i was sorry

p.s fringe is scary like scary
p.s omg havent bathe yet!!!

Last night, I was pouring out my heart, like a waterfall to you.

2009-12-06T13:33:00.002+08:00

Empty pages, empty promises.
A puff she took, her memories flashed.
She looked at his handsome face.
His pretty blue eyes stared at her, emotionless.
She caressed his face.
His goatee tingled her.
She giggled.
Their lips sealed, like forever.
She harnessed her body on him.
He embraced her gently.
She recalled.
Drop of tears gush down her cheeks
onto the piece of parchment that whispered
'au revior, my love'
The wineglass fell
shattering into a million pieces
She lays there, motionless.
The candle extinguished
The curtains flew
The night where she put a fullstop to her life.
(L)

was kinda emotional when wrote this, whatever but it doesnt affect my feelings right now. (:
I love you came flooding by, couldnt make a stop couldnt shut my mouth.

Capture my heart, take me away

2009-12-06T01:19:00.003+08:00

Im currently dying of stress over homework.
Just non-stop completed 14+ topics of phy tys
as well as non-stop looking at answer booklet, did i say oops?
im deprived of sleep, might go to sleep nao and stop doing chemz
fickleminded has decided to pop into bed instead!
theres no way i can study if im drained~
night dudes, its a brand new day tmr(:

p.s i have to take in high calories food to slow down my metabolism! what ur kidding!?
p.s.s slow down metabolism = get fatter
p.s.s.s now i get it on the part that says 'eat high calories food =fatz'
p.s.s.s.s i like my header pic,do you like it?

EDITED:/ BTW am super super super famished now, how to sleep tonight, i dont dare go out cook lehz):

Don't lose grip, for there is always handiplast

2009-12-05T18:59:00.000+08:00

Sky looks so scary right now, like as if the world is going to end. <:
Rebutts: but in 2012 movie the sky was clear, blue, chirpy.
shut up freak lololol

i keep trying to tell my mum i have high metabolism in chinese
so i keep saying: wo hao xiang you gao... gao... gao...
and she says gao shen me? gao xue ya? (she meant highbloodpressure)
and i replied bu shi bu shi , gao.. gao...
so i totally gave up and rant to her about the symptoms of high metabolism
1. unable to gain weight
2. gets hungry all the time
3. abnormal menstrual cycles
4. excessive thirst
5. hyperactivity

i have 1 and 2
3 is personal
4 is during cca
5 depends on my mood
speaking of constant hunger, im really really famished right now ):

p.s its my second post of the day~
p.s.s i found out the chinese of meh-te-bo-li-sm its actually, 新陈代谢, cool or what
p.s.s.s wait is there socialstudies hmwk? i keep having the feeling that theres more hmwk hmmmm

This is art

2009-12-05T15:02:00.000+08:00

Christmas carolling is fun.
On the first day of christmas my true love gave to me, 1 flying kiss~
4 humming birds, 3 paddington bears, 2 turtle doves and a pinetree for you and for me.
yeay so now presents pleaseeeeeee

someone stop xinyu from using 'keke'
and brother is being a pain in the arse
macros are fun
will be very very busy for the next few week/weeks , busy packing bags and completing hommies

p.s mum is scolding , lunch time
p.s.s i give up on mapling, its so darn boring like you jerks
p.s.s.s stamps a.p.a.s!!!!!

It's all right letting yourself go as long as you can let yourself back

2009-12-04T22:37:00.000+08:00

Time for a bigger breathing space.
Hi blogger am back (:

ps. lj is not gonna die